Start All Over. Refreshed.

A couple of things...

I am so unbelievably busy at my new Creative job-and I am having an absolute blast with it! It's so nice to attend to a job that changes everyday...It really is a lot of fun. Although I am going to miss News when I am done in a week.

Secondly, life has really taken quite the turn for me in the last couple of weeks. I think it has something to do with my recent disposal of commiting to anything but myself.

All in all, I am enjoying the world right now. Something seems so hopeful about it.

Happiness Booster. 11 Things to be Happy About.

1. My new job. Hands down.
2. Being debt free in a couple of weeks!
3. Friendly people around my building of work.
4. Random hello’s and how are you’s.
5. Pink Nail Polish
6. Instead of spending a weekend of binge drinking, spending a weekend with my family, alcohol free.
7. Getting to see my grandma’s happy face when she leaves the hospital (which is very rare).
8. Spending my Sunday night lying on the couch, watching TV without having to worry about going to work that evening at 10pm.
9. Friends that assure you everything will be okay.
10. Realizing that having a boyfriend is completely unnecessary to be happy (Only took me 6 months to realize this). All you need is yourself, your friends and your family.
11. Musical Theatre.

This Day Needs to End!

I advise all you wonderful readers to not ever fall into a "slump" like the one I've fallen into recently. It involves heavy food consumption and a whole lot of cuddling up under the warmth of a blanket in bed while watching large doses of Sex and the City seasons one through five. I do this by myself, mind you.
I lead quite the exciting life!
I think the cause of this involves the fact that I've made many mistakes in my life and the time I spend alone in bed while watching the ladies of SATC cry about ex boyfriends and careers, helps me to cope with the pain.
Hopefully tomorrow morning my life will get a little bit more exciting.
Please, please, please.

Breakfast at Tiffany's

“Let’s not say another word; let’s just go to sleep”

My spirits felt a little low this evening so I decided to do something to cheer myself up.
I rented a movie; but not any movie, Breakfast at Tiffany’s.
It seemed like a good film choice: No die-hard special effects, no teeny-bopper actor’s or actresses trying to fit in with slutty society. Just a good story. Simplicity is what I was looking for.
Simplicity. What does this word even mean anymore? I thought I knew-but I really don’t have a clue.
For Holly Golightly, it’s so easy for her to just crawl in a man’s window, have a nice conversation with him, a drink and a cigarette, and then crawl into his bed and say “Let’s not say another word; let’s just go to sleep”. Keep in mind-she just met this guy that very day.
I know it’s just a movie-but it seems so easy for her to open herself up to a complete stranger. Why does it have to be so hard for me to open myself up to somebody I know?
I’m being naive. I know the reasons. But please, I’m begging you reasons. Go away and let me be happy. Truly, infinitely happy. Please.