July 5, 2012
At the risk of sounding like a whiner, but let's face it, I really don't care right now, I'm in a mega bad mood.
My whole family is going camping this weekend and I can't go because I have to work. Part time problems right?
Yet another reminder over the fact that I really need to start booking off time when I know I'm just going to feel like crap when I have to miss out on the things that mean the most to me come summer time.
Among other reasons, I'm just feeling sort of stressed out lately and I really want all the anxiety to just GTFO, if you know what I mean. A couple weeks ago, I felt like I was on top of the world and I really miss that contentement. Where the heck did it go?
Being seriously happy is the best feeling in the world and I really need to take a good long hard look at my emotions and responsibilities in order to feel good again. That is all.
p.s. this post isn't helping.